Started the morning off by going to town with Pake to get material for his business (really I went because he promised me food and coffee). I knew where I wanted to go and exactly what I was going to order–breakfast is my favorite meal. They were closed!!! I was pretty disappointed, but not completely discouraged………. yet. There are only two restaurants that serve breakfast in town, so naturally we were off to the second. Guess what?! It was closed too! What is this world coming to! However, I was promised food and coffee and did not plan on leaving town without it. Gas station breakfast it was…

After getting home, Jasper went down for a nap and I did some housework–I’m serious, it’s never ending…ever!! It’s funny to me how when I want Jasper to take a nap so I can get some things done and he finally does, I’m so happy, I do a little happy dance. But after its been an hour or two and I’m running out of things to do (or I’m just tired of cleaning) I will just sit and stare at him sleeping, trying to will him awake with my mind. I’m ready to hold and cuddle my baby, dang it! He needs to wake up and wake up now! And it’s just a repeating cycle every day.

After finally waking up, we took the evening to hang out and have a Jurassic movie marathon! I mean who doesn’t like Jurassic Park?! Please don’t tell me if you don’t, I don’t think I can handle it. A little off topic, but if you’re looking for a binge worthy tv show on Netflix, I would recommend either You or Sex Education. I will say Sex Education is not for children, but I found it quite funny. Things I do when my baby just wants to be held…binge watch Netflix show or old Disney movies, either or.

Tomorrow’s the day…I leave my baby to go back to work. So many mixed emotions. It’s only part time, two days a week for 5 hours a day, and I know Pake is more than capable of taking care of him, it’s just I won’t be here. I mean what if he needs me! On the other hand, I’m ready to get back at. I do love my job and so happy my boss is willing to work with me. And it will be good for all of us! Pake and Jasper need some more bonding time without mommy hovering all the time. If you can’t tell, I’m trying to convince myself that everything will be fine. Everything is going to be ok.  Mom is going to be OK. I hope…

Just one more thing before I go, I’m sure all of you have heard of the movie Birdbox on Netflix with Sandra Bullock. I really don’t understand the obsession people have with it. Don’t get me wrong, I watched it and thought it was good (still a little confused by it), but come on, every other meme on Facebook is a scene from this movie. Not to mention the article I saw about some teen somewhere participating in the Birdbox challenge–driving while blind folded?!! You’ve got to be kidding me?! This can’t be real, and if it is, all I’ve got to say is that the human race is not meant to survive…I can’t even…

Hope everyone had a good start to their week!! Here’s another picture of my puppies!